MERRY CHRISTMAS, HAPPY HOLIDAYS

nostalgic Nsync' song. haha. christmas this year was awesome. and in a blink of an eye, its New Year's eve already.

hello 2009. i hope youre wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy better than 2008.

2008 was a year full of departures and losses. sucks.

the inevitable change wasnt being kind. anyway. lets be optimistic.

i hope the new year brings joy and good fortune. i hope it brings peace and serenity to the hearts and minds of people. i hope it heals the economy of its crisis. i hope people stop complaining not because they've given up but because there will be nothing to complain about.

haha.

right now, i hope this new year deals me a good hand. i'm sick and tired of being a closet worry wart.

alright. happy countdown cool people! (:

POST; NEW.

i, despite all the brain damage i almost had from the past events that occured, managed to scramble out of the house this morning, and sit through my M.E paper.

i feel very very proud of myself. hahaha. i have absolute confidence that i have at least written my name right.

then after, i went xmas shopping with bob.

and so i missed 645. (maybe not so accidentally). haha.

alright i'm beat. bye.

I'D LIKE TO CLOSE THE DOOR IN YOUR FACE.

people are getting irritating. there is no such thing as a saving grace for them. everyone get consumed by their own damn problem and treats the rest of the world as if they stoled their rib.

imma want to scream in all their faces. because there is no such thing as a decent wake up call.

i cant believe the people i see that are the closest around me (i have one asshole in mind and if you think its you, please think if youre that deserving) are the most useless. you can go around screwing up your life if it pleases you, because honestly, if it makes you happy then i'll be happy for you too. BUT, dont go around taking the liberty of messing up the lives of others as well.

if you all are so god damn right all the time, why havent' you invented something better than gravity. something that'd make me eat my own words.

its the christmas season and i dont see any spirit of giving. perhaps you all interpreted that as other others doing the giving and you all just doing the receiving. ha. like all selfish men, you will then be a masochistic pig.

girls are annoying because they tend to dramatise things. but MEN who do the same just take it up a few notches. and most men that i see are just plain whiny idiots. they drown in their own sorrows (because they THINK that nobody else understands them) and puts the blame on everyone else. seriously if you all continue to think that way, i shall stop trying to convince y'all otherwise.

all your assumptions are just attempts to make me see how brain dead you all are.

if i have the honour to do a slap, i wont. because i am tired.

no wonder they say good men are either all married or gay. these are the men who will understand that there are bigger problems out there in the world, these are the men who have feelings and are sensitive to others. these men consider the repercussions of their actions and if it affects those who really cares about them. these are the few good men.

"real" men are bull. they end up alone. (insert reason). men like them that i know of are going to get mirrors for their xmas presents these year. since they only care the most about themselves, i'm going to give them the opportunity to meet their "wives".

hahahaha.

i'm really pissed. sheesh.

men ARE babies. all go suck thumb lah.

HELLO DECEMBER

hahahaha. my favourite month of the whole entire year is finally here.. again!

dec5 start of bob's "holiday"
dec9 start of mocks. (mannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.)
dec18 is the release of TWILIGHT!
dec24 is an xmas party at my place. followed by midnight mass in church.
dec25 is another xmas party at my grandma's!
dec28 is my grandpa's birthday. he is suppose to turn 93.

and of course in between those dates are suppose to be 2 more secretsanta events. somemore present exchanges and xmas spirit too! haha.

its gonna be so damn awesome.

i love love love christmas. (: (:

i think my brother loves it too, he got sooo psyched up, he managed to contract the chicken pox. hahahaha.

over-enthusiasm is dangerous, people.

anyway, after helping him to apply calamine lotion all over the pox, i got so tired.

am gonna snooze and forsake my "will" to start on my books.

night.